My Anger

By: Price The Poet

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"My anger builds its own anatomy 
While its coming outta me 
An unstoppable force that forces me into rage and calamity 
Not knowing how to stop, but if i cease I'll drop 
Into a state of frenzy..."

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IG: @pricethepoet

My Anger

My anger builds its own anatomy 
While its coming outta me 
An unstoppable force that forces me into rage and calamity 
Not knowing how to stop, but if i cease I'll drop 
Into a state of frenzy 
Destroying inanimate objects in my path trying not to hurt the enemy,
And what's stopping me is the inner me
The "oh don't do that, there will be consequences", the more cautious me 
What if i didn't have this conscience in me ?
Id probably be messed up permanently
See, close people know the inner me 
But no one knows the rage in me 
Its like my mind is caging the 
Oh so disturbing energy 
That has been accumulating gradually, 
Its like i have ,two personalities
Schizophrenia actually 
Fighting with myself, trying to get me, to have a seat
Half the steam is already blown, there's more clarity 
You would think i have a problem, donate, charity 
Never underestimate me 
Know me investigate me 
It'll take more than 48 hours to breakdown my anger, you're done investigating 
The scene is at the corner of fantasy and reality
Dark thoughts take a turn on torture and fatality
Walking with the split of me
I remember the remedy
A prayer enters me
And ventures me
Into a velocity
That sends myself to the lost me
No pockets in my jeans ,but it cost me
a great usage of my strength, and now an exhausted me
Is set to put up this rage, I'm in need of a hanger
To hang up that energy, that I call, my anger
The danger is potentially,
High exponentially,
Raising, crazing over the blazing fire that burns 
So i turn 
To my subconscious
But he, is talking non-sense 
Now look into my room 
Holes in my wall i begin to go numb see
Mind starts to fall, i myself, am not clumsy
Leave me alone or sing me a song, make sure that you're deep lyrically 
So that i can drown, swallowed by the sound 
Now i relax spiritually.